I knew they would be developing a sense of pride, not at their child, or themselves, but at something they had and something they could create.
There's something about the feeling you get after you sit back and look at something you created. Something you made from scratch, something you put your hard work into, something that wasn't easy. It's a sense of accomplishment unlike any other. Yeah, you feel accomplished when you get a good grade on a test, or if you win at beer pong, but that is a molehill compared to this mountain. That is one of the very reasons that I love what I do, and also love taking photos. Yeah, if you're looking at my Flickr, you'll see a lot of self portraits [there are more, but most are hidden]. It isn't because I'm vain, not in the least. I take so many photos of myself because I'm always available for me to do a shoot with. I'm ready, willing, and able. I look at it as keeping myself in check. They say that you are your own harshest critic, and I couldn't agree more. So, if I'm taking/editing photos of myself, I won't let anything slide. I have an extremely keen eye on the details of everything, and I won't settle with mediocre. That way, I'm used to not cutting any corners in the editing process. Yes, I will cut a corner here and there when doing work that I'm not too stoked about, but barely ever.
So there's a reason why I have so many photos of myself on my social sites.
If you could, wound you do the same thing?
Today in the shower, I ended up thinking back on my cat, Mike.
He was my first real pet, and the only one I've ever really had. Yeah, my family had cats, but they weren't "mine". Mike was mine. We spent so much time together throughout the years.
When I got back from my first California stint, Mike was right where he was when I left him, waiting for me. We continued right where we left off. He would come and just lay on my lap no matter what I was doing, regardless of the time of day. Watching a movie, lay on the lap. Eating cookies, lay on the lap. Tying your shoes, lay on the lap. You get the idea? Mike was also a licker. I don't think that cat had a single mean bone in his body. If you ever found the rare chance of playing with him when he would start "scratching" your hands [when you would furiously rub his belly], he would end up taking your hand in his paws, pulling it quickly towards his cat fangs, and...start licking your hand to death.
Well, those people from last night didn't show up tonight, I guess it just goes to show excitement is temporary, so get stoked as much as you can.
Weird moral, huh?
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